Since I last wrote, Elvis the beagle went across the Rainbow Bridge. It was sad but it was time and he was surrounded by people who loved him and had a peaceful passing. We are now fostering a girl beagle named Lady, nicknamed Ladyug or Bug who is a nice and very housetrained beagle. She isnt crate trained and we are working on that, and she wasnt trained to wait for her dinner when we got her but there has been huge progress there. She is a very smart girl where food is involved. Waiting for dinner is this: All the doggies sit and I pour their dinner into their bowls. They remain seated until they are told OK and then they eat. It took Lady maybe 2-3 times to get good at it, she gets pretty excited around dinnertime and can occasionally forget for a second but a look puts her on her butt again. She is really anxious to please.
Its been getting warmer finally. We had a very nice thunderstorm last night with huge lightning and loud thunder last night, I went out on the porch to sit with it but it was a bit too cold still and I only spent about ten minutes out there. We also had a chance to see Northern Lights about a week ago and I drove way out in the country and parked on a rod. I saw millions of stars but no aurora. I plan to go back there during at least one of the meteor showers we are supposed to have this summer and fall.
Im hoping to get a tomato plant again this year and at least one pepper plant. Probably some sort of mild pepper, maybe a jalapeno, I did good with those last year. I might look into an onion plant too and I could make salsa if everything grows. We shall see.
The depression is easing somewhat but the anxiety is very bad lately. I have panic attacks at the thought of doing the simplest stuff, stuff that shouldnt bother me. I dont understand my brain, I wish it just worked and didnt fuck with me all the time.
I have a lead on a good job. I dont want to talk about it a great deal yet, dont want to jinx myself, but I started talking to a guy on Reddit.com and he works for a place that is hiring and I am going to apply there. Decent pay and benefits and the job sounds interesting. Hopefully I get it.
Im really not sure what else to talk about. I havent been doing much at all in the BDSM world, Im not sure if thats going to change soon or not. I am registered for GLLA and have a room at the host hotel and a lot of plans to play and scene with a close friend, that should be a good weekend. I figure I will start slowly going to more stuff again since its getting warmer and ease back into it.
Thats about it for now. I will be posting more, it feels good to write. I need to keep doing it.
