Today I made french onion soup for the first time. I made it for dinner by special request of the girl, who is sick and wanted some soup. It turned out pretty damn good, nice and oniony with a hint of the mushrooms I diced and added. The mushrooms also thickened it a little which was nice.
I served it with croutons and mozzarella cheese on top. the boiling soup turned the cheese and croutons into one giant bowl of onion flavored goodness. Im really liking getting back into the kitchen, I have a loaf of bread going now, in fact.
The depression is back. I have been wondering when it was going to hit again, and here it is. Money problems, communication problems and other life issues have been adding up and its just a little overwhelming. Things are getting better slowly, at least they were until the clutch on Amy's car decided it was a good time to go out and take the brakes on my car with them. The brakes will last a bit longer but the clutch is shot.
I feel like I have a million things inside me all pushing and pulling in different directions. They all buzz like bees. Its a feeling I have had many times before but it actually went away for a while and it was very nice. Now its back. Im hoping that continuing therapy and staying on my meds will take them away again. I was hoping to join a gym and start exercising and tanning regularly, I really think that would help, but the money just isnt there right now what with the cars going bad. Soon.
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